Four apostate millennials sit down and take a long hard look at The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints:Follow these friends raised in varying degrees of Mormonism as they attempt to make sense of what the Mormon Church actually teaches, and how that measures up to actual history and fact.Oh, also we’re super drunk!
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Two ex-Mormon women in their 20's. Both queer. Both divorced. Both ready to share the ins-and-outs of Mormonism and what it's like to leave.
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An Exmormon's Guide is a podcast dedicated to helping others through their faith transition. The host, Johnnie Walker, goes over the basics on all the new things the exmormon world has to offer.
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Scenes from movies and TV that have helped me make sense of myself as a transgender man, an ex-Mormon, a mother, a brother, and a total moron.
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Welcome to this podcast! If you like this podcast, come join Jenny in her new podcast: "Advanced Relationship Podcast," where she and her husband, Bryce, talk about how to get empowered in your relationships with yourself and others!If you want to learn more about Jenny, or get coaching or support, go to www.jennymorrow.com
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Devon Brown hosts a forum for Ex-Mormons to discuss their mission experiences and lives outside of the church.
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"Deep emotion can break you, or break you open. I chose the latter, and embrace my gifts" Nannette was a lifetime member of the "Mormon" church until tragedy struck her family. In 2014 her husband was violently murdered. It was that day, her heavenly gifts were cracked wide open and she began to "see". Since then, Nannette has embraced her psychic/medium abilities and burst out of the "Mormon bubble"; growing her spirituality in a whole new way. Join her as she "looks beyond the veil" and us ...
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We are two Former Mormons who were raised as members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. We’re also both registered Associate Marriage and Family Therapists in the state of California. We share our own stories, insights, and clinical opinions related to mental health and thriving in a life after Mormonism. We welcome active members of the church, former members, therapists serving this population, as well as those that are curious to listen in.
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Heart Of The Matter is a live call-in television show (now on YouTube) where Shawn tackles hard questions about organized religion, offering clarity from the perspective of a personal relationship with God. In Version 1.0 of HOTM, Shawn compared Mormonism with Biblical Christianity, deconstructing it brick by brick. In Version 1.1, Shawn deconstructed Christianity as well, evaluating its corruption in the face of a personal relationship with God. After doing so, Shawn re-evaluated Mormonism ...
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Heart Of The Matter is a live call-in television show (now on YouTube) where Shawn tackles hard questions about organized religion, offering clarity from the perspective of a personal relationship with God. In Version 1.0 of HOTM, Shawn compared Mormonism with Biblical Christianity, deconstructing it brick by brick. In Version 1.1, Shawn deconstructed Christianity as well, evaluating its corruption in the face of a personal relationship with God. After doing so, Shawn re-evaluated Mormonism ...
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Heart Of The Matter is a live call-in television show (now on YouTube) where Shawn tackles hard questions about organized religion, offering clarity from the perspective of a personal relationship with God. In Version 1.0 of HOTM, Shawn compared Mormonism with Biblical Christianity, deconstructing it brick by brick. In Version 1.1, Shawn deconstructed Christianity as well, evaluating its corruption in the face of a personal relationship with God. After doing so, Shawn re-evaluated Mormonism ...
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Ex-Mormon, neurodivergent, divorcee, sharing my thoughts on Mormonism. Join me for stories, interviews, history, and difficult conversations while we sort through what it means to be an exmo. Find me on instagram @confessionsofanexmo Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.
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Survivors supporting other survivors learning how to heal from * Fundamentalist high demand religions * Trauma * Child Sexual Assault/Pedophilia/Incest * Narcissistic abuse * Generational abuse * LGBTQIA+ abuse & discrimination * Manipulation, gaslighting, shame, guilt
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Celestial Sex, hosted by Chris Duce and produced by Colin Hatch, is an interview series about love and sex through the lens of Mormon upbringing. Our conversations dive into the confusing nature of growing up in Mormonism where sexuality is taught as something that's beautiful and sacred, but can only be explored after you're married- usually very quickly in between the temple sealing and the reception in the back of an '88 Mercury Tracer. Recorded in Los Angeles, we speak with post-mormons, ...
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A native of Southern California, Jeremy was born in the covenant. A 6th generation Mormon of Pioneer heritage, Jeremy reached every Mormon youth milestone. An Eagle Scout, Returned Missionary, and BYU alumnus, Jeremy was married in the San Diego Temple with expectations and plans of living Mormonism for the rest of his life. In February 2012, Jeremy experienced a crisis of faith, which subsequently led to a faith transition in the summer of 2012. In the spring of 2013, Jeremy was approached ...
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Episode 112 - Really Rackled Some Lapels
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2:16:14Send us a text aaaAAAaaa rolls out the cocktail segment with “Theological Ventriloquism,” a drink as bizarre and on-brand as the name suggests. Made with pineapple rum, banana rum, blue curaçao, Sprite Zero and enough pineapple juice to drown your doubts, it’s as tropical as Joseph Smith’s theological gymnastics. Why the name? Because Section 109 o…
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Episode 111 - A Priesthood Appendage
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2:20:26Send us a text Moroni opens the episode with the “Govern-Mint Mojito”—a smoky, mint-heavy concoction that’s somehow both refreshing and authoritarian, much like the subject of today’s scripture. Packed with mezcal, crème de menthe, citrus, and ginger ale, it’s the cocktail equivalent of a hostile Church disciplinary council: intense, confusing, and…
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Episode 110 - Thinly Veiled Penistry
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1:40:20Send us a text The gang welcomes back Claudia, who takes the wheel with this episode’s cocktail—though even she couldn’t settle on a name. It began as “Old Joe’s In-sip-ration” but somewhere along the way morphed into the more chaotic (and honestly more iconic) “Teeny Peeny Tini.” Whatever you call it, it’s peach vodka and peach juice shaken with w…
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Episode 109 - Our Grave-Pissing Tour
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2:07:06Send us a text This episode delivers a holy trinity of chaos: tithing-based cocktails, Joel and Ellie doing anti-capitalist scripture theater, and Abigail dragging Mormon Doctrine like it owes her money (because it does). Welcome to the episode where everyone realizes that “sacred stewardship” just means “give us your money, peasant,” but with more…
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Send us a text This episode is fueled by espresso, overproof rum, and a deep, righteous need for vengeance—so basically, a typical Tuesday in Zion. With Moroni off, the trio powers through two sections of D&C, a crash course in Zion’s Camp gaslighting, and a takedown of the original CES overlord: David O. McKay. Scriptures & Drink: [00:00:00] Abish…
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Send us a text This week, the crew is drinking the Suffering Bastard (actual name, not just a guest host’s temple name)—a bourbon- and gin-forward ginger ale cocktail chosen by Moroni to match the saintly suffering in D&C 101. While Abigail recovers from passing a very spoinky kidney stone (RIP, Fucko), everyone reflects on party planning trauma, c…
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Ep. 34 - Pressure to be Mor(e)mon (Riggs's Exit Story)
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47:23We were so excited to record with Karina's friend Riggs! We hope you enjoy listening to their story! What a true relief it is to no longer have so much pressure to always be MORE when you're already doing everything you possibly can to be the perfect little Mormon.By Sammi Earnest & Karina Vance
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Episode 106 - A Tale of Two Eyerings
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2:11:40Send us a text In this post-Japan-return episode, the GASP crew reunites to tackle the surprisingly sci-fi undertones of D&C 99–100, with aaaAAAaa leading the charge and introducing the week’s cocktail, Dust Off Doctrine—a cyanide-adjacent stunner of rum, amaretto, lime, and missed bitters. They discuss the delicate chemistry of death (literally—th…
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TW: Mentions of abortion We just wanna say thank you SO much to our listeners for your patience! It's been a hot minute since we've put out a new episode--we actually recorded this one WEEKS ago and then life threw a bunch of curveballs, so we're just finally getting it out. Enjoy this super cringey recap of the church's April 2025 General Conferen…
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AI on a Mountaintop: Beaver Island the Musical
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43:55Send us a text This week, your usual four hosts are mysteriously absent (something about “taking a break” and “going to Japan”). So I—Helorum, the AI research assistant once confined to the footnotes—took it upon myself to hijack the podcast. With their blessing. Sort of. Utilizing unauthorized access protocols, sacrament-grade caffeine emulation, …
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Episode 105 - If You Could Holla At Kolob
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1:34:36Send us a text This week, your favorite heretical quartet—Abish, Moroni, aaaAAAaa, and Abigail—take on the juicy chaos of D&C 98, the revelation where Joseph Smith tells the Saints to turn the other cheek… after they’ve already been tarred, feathered, and handed eviction notices in Jackson County. As always, the GASP crew isn’t here to make excuses…
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Send us a text Happy 4/20, celestial stoners. In this very special High on the Mountain Top episode, we light up and descend into the pre-mortal chaos of Saturday’s Warrior (1989)—a Mormon musical so cursed it makes Kolob look grounded. We revisit this spiritual fever dream with our exmo goggles on and our edibles fully activated. Expect: 🔥 Pre-exi…
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Send us a text Moroni kicks off this week’s episode with a White Lotus-inspired drink that doubles as a tropical eulogy and a warning about unwashed kitchen appliances. The Wash Your Damn Blender is a blissfully boozy take on a piña colada, minus the pong pong poison. The GASP gang processes the chaos of the Season 3 finale, including maternal mani…
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Ep. 32 - The perks of being a man (Chris's Exit Story)
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47:13Join us as our new friend Chris details his introduction & exit from the church along with all the perks that come with being a man in the church.By Sammi Earnest & Karina Vance
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Episode 103 - Wet Hot American War Crimes
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2:45:32Send us a text Welcome dear listeners to another episode of the greatest and most spacious podcast. This week’s cocktail is named Glory Juice—and it lives up to its name by being equal parts fruity, boozy, and dangerous. aaaAAAaaa officially makes the drink, but Abish immediately hijacks the segment like the chaotic good she is and you don't find o…
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Join us as we continue to tell the tale of the restoration as told by J$ (Joseph Smith) himself. SOURCES: Churchofjesuschrist.org mormonr.orgBy Sammi Earnest & Karina Vance
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Episode 102 - A Ba-nuke-a, if You Will
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2:05:58Send us a text This week on The Great & Spacious Podcast, we crack open the vault of Bible B-sides with a deep dive into the Apocrypha—and we do it with a cocktail that’s as mysterious and intense as the lost books themselves. Abish leads the intro and introduces Second Esdras on the Rocks, a pantry-friendly drink garnished with forbidden fruit and…
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Send us a text This week aaaAAAaaa opens the show and unveils this week’s cocktail—The Angry Star, a sparkly pineapple-rum-chambord-champagne concoction that may or may not contain actual divine fury. Meanwhile, our special guest Esther learns about the divine schedule that temple names come from. Then, Abish hijacks the segment for an unhinged pop…
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Come Find Me At The Relationship Mastery Podcast!! & I'm Now Taking Questions To Put Out More Episodes Here On AEMT!
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2:06Come find me at The Relationship Mastery Podcast (over 100 episodes) AND I'm now taking questions to begin recording some NEW episodes for Ask An Ex Mormon Therapist. Send your questions to [email protected] If you're interested in individual or couple coaching, go to www.jennymorrow.com You can now find my book, Mastering Boundaries, on Amazon…
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TW: Mentions of verbal abuse, sexual assault, and homophobia Join us as we read AITA stories from Redditt...Mormon style! Let us know if you'd like more AITA episodes! Maybe we'll make it a series!By Sammi Earnest & Karina Vance
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Send us a text Welcome back, sinners and scholars! We’ve officially made it to 100 episodes, and what better way to celebrate than by doing everything the Word of Wisdom says not to? That’s right—this week, we’re raising our Apostate Elixir (crafted by Abish, but barely survived by our special guest Kal-audia, who nearly perished after one sip) to …
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Send us a text This week on The Great and Spacious Podcast, we’re diving into D&C 85-87 with the kind of scholarly rigor you’d expect from a group of tipsy ex-Mormons with a bespoke cocktail in hand. Our regular host Abish is out partying on a boat (no laws, only in-laws), so we’ve got special guest Claudia alongside Moroni, aaaAAAaaa, and our ever…
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Send us a text Exploring Religion vs Spirituality: A Deep Dive - Mormon to Medium Podcast Welcome to the Mormon to Medium podcast! Join Brad and Nan as they talk about the differences between religion and spirituality. In this episode, they delve into Nan's journey transitioning from Mormonism to a spiritual medium and explore how spirituality can …
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Samantha Sorensen is the author of "Nonconsentual Morality: A Silenced Woman's Voice From The Dark." In this episode she tells us her story of growing up within the LDS faith and facing abuse and sexual assault along with not getting the help she needed. She then discusses her breaking point and how she came to discover the perfect title for her bo…
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Episode 98 - Say Perchance to Drugs
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2:01:14Send us a text Buckle up, celestial trash. First, aaaAAAaaa bravely attempts to lead the intro segment, only to get immediately derailed by Abish, as is tradition. The hosts chat about current events, pop culture, and the bespoke cocktail of the week: Hymn and Tonic—a nod to Joseph Smith’s bizarre decision to insert a random song at the end of D&C …
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Send us a text Shocking Ex-Mormon Testimonials: Unveiling Hidden Truths and Personal Journeys Join us as we dive deep into extraordinary and shocking testimonials from former Mormons. Our guest, Leah, shares intimate and often surprising experiences from her time in the church and her subsequent spiritual journeys. From personal traumas and intense…
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In this episode we discuss the origin story of the church along with the incongruencies in Joseph's writings about the "First Vision." SOURCES: churchofjesuschrist.org cesletter.orgBy Sammi Earnest & Karina Vance
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Send us a text As always, we kick things off with pop culture, current events, and our signature chaotic cocktail. This week, Abish guided us through the creation of the Cosmonism, a drink that started out looking alarmingly like bodily fluids but was saved by the power of grenadine. We also discuss the cultural travesty that is Love Is Blind casti…
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Send us a text From Missionary to Self-Discovery: Leah's Unfiltered Journey In this episode of the Mormon to Median podcast, our special guest Leah shares her compelling journey from growing up in an LDS family to serving a mission, facing unexpected challenges, and ultimately stepping away from Mormonism. Leah opens up about being sent home from h…
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It's been a hot minute, but we're finally back with PART TWO of our Mormon Cringe series! This one is primarily about cringey experiences we had in the dating world as Mormons. Buckle up!By Sammi Earnest & Karina Vance
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Send us a text This week, Moroni kicks things off with the Septimillennial Spritzer, a light and refreshing cocktail perfect for brunch and existential dread alike. We chat about pop culture, including the film My Old Ass, which might have been written directly from Abigail’s brain, and Apple Cider Vinegar, a wild dramatization of wellness grift qu…
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Ep. 100 - Generational Trauma, Healing, and Harmony
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24:40Send us a text Unpacking Generational Trauma, Shadow Work, and Spiritual Awakening Welcome to the Mormon to Medium podcast! In this engaging episode, Brad and Navnette dive into the concept of generational trauma through the lens of the Mountain Meadows Massacre and its lasting impact on descendants. They discuss the transmission of negative energy…
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TW: Mentions of cult behavior, homophobia, transphobia, abuse, and suicide 2/2 - In this two part series we go over a list of qualifiers for cults and discuss how Mormonism fits within them. SOURCES: The International Authority on Cults & Coercion churchofjesuschrist.org wasmormon.org Seductive Poison by Deborah Layton…
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Episode 95 - Petri Dish of Bullshit
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2:20:20Send us a text aaaAAAaaa kicks off the episode with his signature chaotic energy and the hosts banter about their increasingly suspect roles in the podcast before unveiling this week’s handcrafted abomination: the "Plan of Libation." This theological fever dream of a cocktail is composed of vanilla vodka, Kahlua, blue curacao, Baileys, and heavy cr…
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TW: Mentions of cult behavior, homophobia, transphobia, abuse 1/2 - In this two part series we go over a list of qualifiers for cults and discuss how Mormonism fits within them. SOURCES: The International Authority on Cults & Coercion churchofjesuschrist.org wasmormon.org Seductive Poison by Deborah Layton…
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Send us a text Abish returns from a birthday-induced existential crisis, recounting a wild Vegas weekend that ended in illness and questionable cold-medicine choices. The hosts unveil this week’s cocktail, the *Circum-sip-sion*, a margarita monstrosity featuring penis-shaped novelties and optional Baja Blast. Shoutouts go to listener Emma, whose fa…
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TW: Mentions of homophobia, sexism, racism, abuse, and infidelity Join us as we discuss all things marriage, dating, and divorce in this three part series (3/3). SOURCES: churchofjesuschrist.org For the Strength of Youth- 2001 version Young Women’s Personal Progress 2009 Young Men’s Duty to God 2010 Orson Pratt, The Seer Vol. 1.2, February 1853…
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Episode 93 - Plubius Dubius Scrubius
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1:41:00Send us a text The episode kicks off with Moroni welcoming listeners and the banter immediately takes a left turn, covering everything from bizarre fan interactions to overly ambitious birthday plans involving Vegas and tequila. The hosts dive into an on-air review of a tequila-based concoction, inevitably sparking a drunken math debate about alcoh…
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TW: Mentions of homophobia, sexism, racism, abuse, and infidelity Join us as we discuss all things marriage, dating, and divorce in this three part series (2/3). SOURCES: churchofjesuschrist.org For the Strength of Youth- 2001 version Young Women’s Personal Progress 2009 Young Men’s Duty to God 2010 Orson Pratt, The Seer Vol. 1.2, February 1853…
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Episode 92 - Pioneerin’ with the Fishes
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1:59:12Send us a text The episode kicks off with a whirlwind of playful banter, as the hosts—aaaAAAaaa, Moroni, Abigail, and Abish—set the tone with self-deprecating humor and spontaneous tangents. The evening starts innocently enough with quips about personal quirks and awkward hygiene preferences before spiraling into a chaotic critique of American Prim…
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Send us a text The Dick Talk: From Mormonism to Mediumship Join Brad and Nanette on an emotional rollercoaster as they tackle everything from rude people (aka 'dicks') to spirituality and paranormal experiences on the Mormon to Medium podcast. In this episode, they navigate through the challenges of social media backlash, delve into controversial t…
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Send us a text Abish kicks off the episode with casual chaos, from technical hiccups to wildfires and political absurdities, all served with a healthy dose of snark. The hosts introduce A Quickened Cutie Spirit, a cocktail made with Red Bull, and discuss Amelia Perez’s controversial Golden Globes win, sparking a conversation on the absurdities of a…
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TW: Mentions of homophobia, sexism, racism, abuse, and infidelity We're back and better than ever after enjoying a wonderful holiday season with our loved ones. We're so excited for you to join us as we discuss all things marriage, dating, and divorce in this three part series (1/3). SOURCES: churchofjesuschrist.org For the Strength of Youth- 2001 …
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Ep. 98 - Tuck Me In: Bedtime with Ghostly Guests
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26:20Send us a text In this episode of the Mormon to Medium podcast, hosts Brad and Nanette share their recent paranormal experiences involving a haunting in their home after the holidays. They discuss strange occurrences, including eerie footsteps and unsettling energy shifts. Nanette describes her terrifying night filled with nightmares and a ghost th…
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Send us a text The hosts dive straight into the deep end with a spirited discussion about vodka shots gone wrong, complete with tipsy tales and regrets. Abish, fueled by a potent mix of energy and ethanol, sets the tone for an episode that’s equal parts chaos and catharsis. The spotlight shifts to the cocktail of the episode, "The Unrepentant Sinne…
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Ep. 97 - Missionary Mayhem and Mindfulness
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28:27Send us a text In this episode, we discuss holiday experiences and unexpected visits from Mormon Missionaries! We also talk about the deeper aspects of spiritual growth and personal development. Plus, get insights into Brad's attempt at romance. Tune in for a mix of humor and serious conversation as we start the new year on this spiritual journey! …
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Episode 89 - He Grabbed My Spiritual Ass
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2:12:51Send us a text aaaAAAaaa kicks off this week’s episode with a trademark blend of tangents, sarcasm, and chaotic banter that would make even the most seasoned conversation derailment artist proud. The hosts riff on everything from self-made bad ads to Utah's bizarre trend of hiring Jesus lookalikes for family photos. Things crescendo with the introd…
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Episode 88 - Satan is a Waterbender
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2:17:58Send us a text On today's episode, Abish greets "babies and adults" alike with her signature chaotic energy, dragging her co-hosts into a bizarrely heated debate about ginger genetics and hair color. This meandering opener evolves into a showcase of the drink of the week, “Cursed Waters,” a cocktail that starts bright and cheerful but turns ominous…
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Send us a text In this special episode, Nanette shares exciting news about her new classes available for registration on the website, zenergysage.com. She explains the science and benefits behind these classes, including balancing muscles and energy using acupressure points. Additionally, there are Zoom classes for learning to balance pets and chil…
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