From Beautiful Downtown Merrifield in the shadow of the Mosaic District, it’s the Reddy Kilowatt Hour, presented Thursdays at 9 pm ET on Radio Fairfax (Fairfax, Virginia) and on Saturdays at 8 pm CET on WBRS Belgium. Hosted by a washed-up college DJ that is demonically possessed by a discredited cartoon spokesman for the electric industry. Reddy J Kilowatt is your rock and roll servant, featuring alt-rock, progressive rock, soul, occasional punk rock, deep tracks, forgotten classics, and bra ...
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Murder, infidelity, suicide, arson, overdose, religious cults, drug trafficking; this award winning podcast explores the alleged true crime antics and criminal connections of musicians we love like Jerry Lee Lewis, Jay Z, The Rolling Stones, Amy Winehouse, Tupac Shakur, the Grateful Dead, Sean "Diddy" Combs, Blondie and many more. Why? Because real rock stars are more like feral, narcissistic animals than functioning members of society and that is precisely what makes them so damn entertaini ...
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Step into the world of gritty dice rolls and legendary campaigns with Thaco Thoughts! Hosted by Rob, a tabletop veteran with over 30 years of battle-hardened experience, this podcast jumps in headfirst, into the glory days of AD&D 2nd Edition. Whether you're unraveling the mysteries of THAC0 or looking for tales from the dungeon, Rob’s got the insight, the wit, and the scars to prove it. No fluff, no nonsense—just pure, unfiltered 2nd edition goodness. Ready to roll? Let’s get to it.
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The Grace Filled Leader | Time Management, Mindset, Faith, Productivity, Emotional Intelligence, Whole Health, Enneagram Types
Tanya Engesether | Time Management Coach, Functional Health Coach, Leadership Mentor, Christian Life Coach, Speaker
**Top 1.5% globally ranked podcast** for Women who want to Lead Well, Live Well, and Be Well. Are you a busy woman in leadership who feels pulled in a thousand directions? Do you wrestle with perfectionism, people-pleasing, and never feeling like you’re ”enough”—no matter how successful you are on paper? Are you longing for more time, more peace, and more energy to live and lead the way God intended? Sister, you are right where you need to be. I’m Tanya—wife, mom, healthcare leader, Christia ...
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Van Halen Pt. 2: Pulling a Gun on Fred Durst, Racing Ferraris and Lambos, and Rock ‘n’ Roll’s Most Faithful Servant
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43:21In 1985, David Lee Roth was out and Sammy Hagar was in. One of the biggest lead singer shakeups in music history led to some of the biggest sales of Van Halen's career. It also led to more drama, to Lamborghinis and Ferraris racing through the streets of Los Angeles, to military assault vehicles storming Beverly Hills, to crazed fans and loaded gun…
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Slick Rick: Hustle, Iconic Flow and a Menacing Tormentor
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43:10Slick Rick has one of the most iconic voices in hip hip history. His style is completely his own, and his success owes as much to his delivery as it does to his hustle. Slick Rick worked hard to get to the top, and once he made it he was nearly cut down by drugs and violence - violence inflicted upon him by someone from his inner circle. Listen to …
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Bonus Episode: The Mount Rushmore of Guitarists
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42:39This week in the After Party, Jake hears from you about the Mount Rushmore of Guitarists and opines on a recent performance from David Lee Roth. Next week, we're presenting part 2 of the Prince story, and Jake wants to know: Which artist best represented their times? Tell Jake at 617-906-6638, [email protected], or on socials @disgracel…
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220. How Chronic Stress Hijacks Your Health (and Why the Solution Starts with Surrender)
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13:40The IT’S TIME CONFERENCE Experience is happening Sept 22-25, 2025, in Nashville! Don’t miss this game-changing event for Christian women CEOs. Save $500 today with code GRACE at redeemhertime.com/conference Get on the waitlist for Functional Health Coaching HERE In this episode, I’m diving deep into what’s actually happening in your body when chron…
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219. Why Hustle Isn’t Holy✝️: Surrendering Striving in the Name of Health
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11:09Get on the waitlist for Functional Health Coaching HERE. In this episode, I’m getting real about a struggle that so many of us — especially high-achieving Christian women — face: the pressure to keep hustling in the name of being “helpful,” “faithful,” or “productive.” I talk about the spiritual and physical toll that striving takes on our lives, a…
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Van Halen (Part 1): Bootleggers, U.S. Marshals, and Protecting Innovation at Any Cost
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43:17On the backs of one of rock ‘n roll’s greatest innovators and one of its greatest ringmasters, Van Halen made some of the greatest music of the late ‘70s and early ‘80s. Guitarist Eddie Van Halen chased the perfect sound while lead singer David Lee Roth chased the next party. They were also ruthless when it came to protecting the unique thing they …
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Episode #219 - It's a Long Way to the Top (If You Wanna Rock 'n' Roll) (5/1/25)
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1:00:00Send us a text 9:01 PM | AC/DC | It's a Long Way to the Top (If You Wanna Rock 'n' Roll) 9:06 PM | Q Lazzarus | A Fools Life 9:10 PM | Prima Queen | Sunshine Song 9:14 PM | Grandmas House | Haunt Me 9:18 PM | Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers | Strangered In The Night 9:21 PM | Craig Finn | People Of Substance 9:27 PM | Motherhood | Flood II 9:29 PM | …
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The Notorious B.I.G. Pt. 2: A Dead Rivalry, New Inspiration and a Murder Mystery for the Ages
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39:48In part two of the Notorious B.I.G. story we see the young star trying to deal with life after the death of his rival (and one-time friend), Tupac Shakur. We also get a glimpse into the motivation behind the making of his final album, the aptly titled, Life After Death and get deep into the mystery behind his still unsolved murder. This episode was…
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The Notorious B.I.G. Pt. 1: Dealing Crack on the Corner, Spitting Beef and Creating One of the Greatest Hip-Hop Albums of All Time
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43:45The Notorious B.I.G. entered adulthood as a crack dealer and left this world as one of the most famous hip-hop stars of all time. He was murdered mysteriously and before that was arrested almost too many times to count. He eventually altered the course of hip-hop with the release of his debut album, Ready To Die, an album that served as a soundtrac…
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Bonus Episode: Gen X Actresses and Getting to Know You
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45:26This week in the After Party, Jake reflects on Wynona Ryder and her iconic status among Gen X. Plus, Jake wants the Disgos to get in touch and tell him a little more about yourself: What are your favorite genres of music? What books and films do you like? What are your hobbies? Next week, we're presenting part 2 of the Van Halen story, and Jake wan…
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218. People-Pleasing: What It's Doing to Your Health and How to Break the Cycle
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14:36In this powerful follow-up to Confessions of a People-Pleasing Leader, I break down how approval-seeking behavior doesn’t just impact your emotions — it affects your nervous system, hormones, digestion, immune function, and more. You’ll learn how chronic people-pleasing acts as a silent stressor in the body, why it often originates from a survival …
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Party’s Over, from Bad Rap: The Case Against Diddy
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34:50You know on Disgraceland we bring you dark stories of musicians getting away with very bad behavior. This week, we have something special: A new podcast from 20/20 and ABC Audio, "Bad Rap: The Case Against Diddy." In this six-part series, ABC News legal contributor Brian Buckmire takes listeners inside the rise and fall of Diddy, tracing how whispe…
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217. Confessions of a People-Pleasing Leader
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10:29In this deeply personal episode, I’m opening up about how people-pleasing showed up in my leadership — and how it nearly wrecked my health, my confidence, and my connection with God. I share how striving to be liked led to emotional exhaustion, physical symptoms, and identity confusion… and how God began the healing work of reshaping me from the in…
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Winona Ryder: Drowning, Designer Theft, and a Deadly Kidnapping
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45:24Between beatnik parents, an LSD guru godfather, and an unconventional upbringing in Northern California, it’s not surprising that Winona Ryder became America’s endearing weirdo in the 1990s. Her noir starpower shined from an early age in movies like Beetlejuice, Heathers, and Edward Scissorhands, but her penchant for dark roles would lead her towar…
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Thaco Thoughts - Episode 11 - New Monsters on the fly!
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11:42In this episode Rob explains his methods of creating new monsters on the fly. Listen in as he shows his mad science ways of mashing monsters together to get something new and different! #thaco #adnd2e #TSR
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Episode #218 - Rage Against the Dying of the Light (4/24/25)
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1:00:01Send us a text 9:01 PM | The World Is A Beautiful Place & I Am No Longer Afraid To Die | Rage Against the Dying of the Light 9:04 PM | Superchunk | Bruised Lung 9:08 PM | MOVIELAND | C'mon Let's Go 9:14 PM | Pale Blue Eyes | Scrolling 9:18 PM | Pictoria Vark | Make Me A Sword 9:21 PM | BODEGA | Tarkovski 9:28 PM | Ari Voxx | Giovanni 9:32 PM | Van …
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Iggy Pop: Mad Artistry, Mental Wards, and Gaping Chest Wounds
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44:52Iggy Pop pushed rock further than anyone before him, committing to live acts of sex, sickness, and rumored suicide on stage. From his cocaine fueled bromance with David Bowie, to his search for inspiration in the voodoo rituals of Haiti, Iggy Pop never just crossed the line between art and madness. He bled all over it, and danced on the stains. Thi…
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This week in the After Party, Jake looks at second acts in music history. Which artists went on to form successful groups whose impact matched or exceeded that of their breakthrough group? Plus, we'll hear from you on this question and more. For more great Disgraceland episodes, dive into our extensive archive, including such episodes as: Episode 9…
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The Power of Being a Servant - How to Become a Competent Leader - Benjamin Suulola
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1:28:16Leadership has been abused because many do not understand what it means to be a Leader and how to be a Competent Leader. In this Podcast, Apostle Benjamin Suulola shares the Power of Being a Servant in order to become a Leader God is looking for in your generation.
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216. Built to Heal: What Functional Health Really Means (And Why It Aligns with Faith)
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12:09In today’s episode, I’m diving deeper into what functional wellness actually means — and why I believe it aligns perfectly with God’s design for our bodies. Functional health isn’t just about nutrition or hormone balancing — it’s about understanding that your body was created with wisdom and the ability to heal, if we give it the right environment.…
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215. When Helping Isn't Enough: Watching the Ones We Love Struggle
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10:18In this episode, I’m opening up and sharing something personal — the why behind my decision to pursue certification as a Functional Diagnostic Nutrition Practitioner. Over the past few years, I’ve watched my husband’s health slowly decline. And these last couple of months? They’ve been especially hard. He’s been dealing with ongoing lung issues, ch…
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Chris Cornell: Bad Trips, Crooked DEA Agents, and Four Octaves of Sheer Power
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43:50As a teenager, Chris Cornell was traumatized by a bad PCP trip that turned him into a recluse for years. Music pulled him out of the darkness when he discovered his four-octave voice by accident – A voice he used to incredible effect as the frontman for both Soundgarden and Audioslave. But the darkness never really went away – it was there in his h…
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Episode #217 - So Sad About Us (4/17/25)
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1:00:00Send us a text 9:01 PM | The Who | So Sad About Us 9:04 PM | Geese | 3D Country 9:09 PM | Shelley Star | I Love Me In California | 9:13 PM | Illiterate Light | Montauk 9:19 PM | Purple Mountains | All My Happiness is Gone 9:23 PM | The Wombats | My Head Is Not My Friend 9:29 PM | jasmine.4.t | Guy Fawkes Tesco Disassociation 9:33 PM | Grateful Dead…
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The Eagles Pt. 2: Death, a Plane Crash, and Innocence Lost at What Cost
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40:39In the 1970s, The Eagles made taking off into the upper stratosphere of the charts look easy. Their near decade-long reign of rock afforded them hobbies like dismantling hotel rooms with chainsaws, playing chicken with private jets, and joining delirious drug dealers on high-speed Corvette rides. But after nearly a solid decade of stadium sell-outs…
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The Eagles Pt. 1: International Drug Smuggling, Endless Cocaine, and California Excess
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39:50From games of chicken on private planes to one member surviving a private plane crash, the Eagles as a group very narrowly survived themselves. During their early days, they dosed out on Peyote and reimagined and reconfigured a new FM sound for the ages that would result in unimaginable success and excess. When their debut record was released on Ge…
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Bonus Episode: Books They Don't Want You to Read and Books We Want Them to Write
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41:46This week in the After Party, Jake takes your calls on the Rock 'n' Roll Hall of Fame and wonders why some celebrity autobiographies are so hard to find. Plus, Jake looks at which major music stars have not yet written their autobiographies and wonders if they ever will. Next week, we're bringing you a story on Chris Cornell, lead vocalist of Sound…
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214. The Gift of Letting Go: Releasing What No Longer Serves You
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12:23In this episode of The Grace-Filled Leader Podcast, we explore the gift of letting go—how to release commitments, relationships, or responsibilities that no longer serve your well-being. Discover practical steps to make space for renewal, recognize when God is calling you to let go, and embrace a life of peace and purpose. I hope this episode bless…
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213. Redefining Success in Midlife _ Letting Go of Old Expectations
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10:42In this episode, we explore the midlife wake-up call when we realize that our old definitions of success no longer fit. Discover why success often looks different in midlife, how to let go of outdated expectations, and practical steps to redefine success in a way that aligns with your faith, values, and current season of life. I hope this episode b…
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Mama Cass Elliot (Pt. 2): Rape, Murder, and Taking Secrets to the Grave
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41:49Mama Cass’ role as Hollywood’s hippie den mother pulled her into the orbit of troubling company during the “Summer of Love.” The former singer of The Mamas and the Papas thrived in Laurel Canyon's social circles, which included her close friend Sharon Tate and Sharon’s husband, filmmaker Roman Polanski. But Cass’ alleged involvement in some of the …
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Mama Cass Elliot (Pt. 1): Dangerous Drug Dealer Boyfriends, International Arrests, and the Solo Career That Should’ve Been
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40:37Cass Elliot, AKA "Mama Cass" from The Mamas and The Papas, broke the mold of female pop superstardom and shattered expectations of what women in music “should” be. She also was arrested in London for theft, dated international drug dealers, and tanked what was supposed to be a career-defining solo performance while flying high on Iranian hashish. T…
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Price to Become a Revival Agent Taking Territories - Ministers Refuel Conference - Apostle Emmanuel Onus
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31:24In this message preached at Ministers and Leaders Refuel Conference of Jesus Company of Ministers Abuja, Apostle Emmanuel Onus by the Power of the Holy Spirit shares the Price to Become Revival Agent that can take territories for God.
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Leadership Capacity for Revival - Ability to Lead Effectively - Ministers and Leaders Refuel Conference - Rev David Olusegun
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51:11Building Capacity to Lead Effectively is key to Impact in Life and Ministry. In this teaching at Ministers and Leaders Refuel Conference, Rev. David Olusegun, the Senior Pastor of Excellence Christian Centre Abuja powerfully shares what the ability to Lead Effectively entails.
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Episode #216 - Oldest Story in the World (4/10/25)
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1:00:00Send us a text 9:01 PM | The Plimsouls | Oldest Story in the World 9:04 PM | mary in the junkyard | this is my california 9:09 PM | J Mascis | Breathe 9:13 PM | The New Mourning | Steal My Smile 9:18 PM | Grumpy | Lonesome Ride (feat. Sidney Gish & Precious Human) 9:21 PM | Local the Neighbour | The Cure 9:27 PM | Bria Salmena | Stretch the Struggl…
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