Day after day our thoughts shape us like flowing water shapes stone. Pay attention to what you are habitually thinking about, because your thoughts may not always be serving you so well. Be watchful of the main focus of your attention each day, it just might be becoming your higher power! So go easy in your flow, for you are becoming one with everything, and everything with one. In this space you'll discover your path, be it a journey of poetic justice or tragic irony, and we will muse over ...
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I believe the title of this episode gives all the hints necessary. Give it a listen.
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Danni gives a little bit of her day to helping me tell my story. This is just the beginning of a comprehensive look into the life of a man... a man controlled by obsession, compulsion, and self-destruction.
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Me and Joe play a full game of Cards Against Humanity, by simply picking cards from atop the black and white decks. Hilarity ensues!
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Pat, Joe, and Tyler talk about bullshit and coffee.
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S2 Ep.14 ~ Stop Using - Start Living (NEW BEGININNINGS)
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16:15This week's episode (originally recorded for YouTube November, 2015) discusses the extraordinary measures people will go to to maintain a dangerous addiction, the perilous misadventures endured, the ambivalence experienced in making the grave decision to start a life of recovery, and, with hope and hard work, the amazing life one can live, free fro…
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S2 Ep.13 ~ Break-Up Epiphanies and Moving On
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4:12Is this week's episode I comically discuss past relationships, the struggle to move beyond the past how hideous or stunning your ex's new partners are, and why open relationships rarely work out, even if you're both ugly as all hell! ENJOY.
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MADCITYPODCAST: The Lost Episode
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32:41:46A brief message for those who are new to either #MADCITYSTREETS or the Madcitypodcast... Enjoy!👇😎🤍💥💯...On a macro scale, nothing any of us does makes a lot of difference. It's the little influence we have on each other that impacts our lives, and the lives of others. We must always remember that we are in each other's care, and treat each other as …
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I'm not gonna say anything to prelude this episode. You'll either listen or not. And to tell you "all" the truth, I don't give a shit.
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S2 Ep.11 ~ Life with Friends. (easier said than done!)
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26:01In this episode I inteoduce my very good friend, Shannon. Not only is he one of my oldest living friends, but he also taught me how to smoke! And then there was that whole getting drunk for the first time on a 6-pack of Mickey's grenades and shitting in a dryer....🤔 BUT THAT'S FOR ANOTHER DAY! Enjoy.😘…
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This episode delves into the increasingly popular bullshit story that hippies are handing out their drugs... FOR FREE!! I also mention a few other things you might not like.
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You want your answers given to you on a silver platter, don't you? Good luck. I have nothing to offer but the truth. Listen or deny. The choice is yours!
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Going out for a walk and a good joke, remembering old friends and always thinking about death and suicide can get a little heavy, even for me. But I still see the value in talking about all of these topics. ESPECIALLY a good joke. Btw, the punchline is "And it's STILL not as offensive as wearing blackface!" L🤡L Of course you'll have listen to the e…
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Alice went to Wonderland, the Pirate tripped over a Pink Flamingo & we're decidedly late for a date‼
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58:37I've been to a lotta strange places, had a lotta weird experiences, but if I'm never to dream the same dream as those whose souls rest well in the darkness, like ink wells, spilled out like oily Gulf birds the bleedin hearts 💕 can't quite catch! But they feel it. It's not good, like the fart noises our bodies make while "Makin' with the love!" Than…
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Of the many causes for concern in western society and American culture in particular, there is one indisputable effect plaguing our daily life that has and will defeat our civilization, leaving us in the perpetual decline of not only our autonomy, but our will to regain it once all possibilities have long since passed us by, and only a foggy memory…
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S2 Ep.5 ~ AM I BEING HUNTED? Dodging Bail VS Dodging Death
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17:31It seems that my nemesis continues to stalk me. I can blame him, the poor soul, for he's only a harbinger of chaos and death. It is those who wish to be his master that have conditioned him to seek human prey. They are the true monsters, and it is they who will carry cast to the fires in hell for the sin of dehumanizing this sullen and loveless chi…
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S2 Ep. 4 ~ My Date with Queen Of Dreams at Madison's Crucible
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14:03I had the distinct honor of hanging out with this up and coming band that boasts of their sound as being a "progressive power metal." I am inclined to agree. They played a hell of a show, and got a few more coming up soon. So please check them out on Facebook, Instagram, Tik-Tok and probably under your Grandma's mattress! UPCOMING SHOW DATESSept 23…
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What lies in the heart of the lost and the wicked? Can we ever really know? And if we could, would we be able to look away once we've seen the true darkness? I think not.
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So much to say and so few words come to mind. That's the way goes, though, these days, I'm lucky to know which day it is! The week's a blur. Sobriety sickenz me sometimes, but it's worth it, you know! Soon will be 1 year, and I'll raise my hand and say... "Sorry, I'm late! Is somebody sitting here? My name is Pat, and I am proud to say that I didn'…
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Come up to the forum at the top of State Street TONIGHT @7PM for a FREE METAL SHOW featuring Flying Fuzz, and special guests, ZIPPER!! DON'T MISS THIS. If you do you're an asshole and nobody likes you!🤘🤪🔥🌋⛈🌠💥💯🖤🐫🦄
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For a very special day, I had to make a very special play on words to calm my nerves. For it's now been two whole years since my face got smashed and jaw was broke! And HOLY SHIT do I have somethin to say that, and that ain't no joke! So enjoy as I walk you back along old memories. Won't stay awhile, please, as we move on into this tale of unfortun…
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We are in a whirlwind of historical, political, world changing events right now! What's happened has blown my mind more than any bit of news, second hit of acid, or the realization that I should use extra large condoms! THIS IS HUGE!! I'm talking about... ZIPPER. This metal band, made up of just a few young dudes who absolutely thrash and rip to sh…
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In this OFFICIAL Season 2 debut episode I will go a few jokes that I've red flagged and want to offer some context to, as to soothe and otherwise relieve any tension between me and my audience. But the main topic is the announcement of my book. Now, I know I've been talking about this for literal YEARS, but I've finally settled on a direction, a fo…
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Just something I had to get off my chest. STAY SAFE! And remember, I don't care that you're WOKE, because I haven't been sleeping! Take care.☝🤍💯
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That's right! We're closing out the first season, and on a bit of a sour note. It is what it is, and I'm not gonna cry about it or make excuses. I'm grateful for everyone's patronage to this point, and I hope that you'll all join me in the second season and I look forward to bringing more insights, crude humor and intelligible streams of consciousn…
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This episode I go into the how's, why's and where's the trauma comes from that often leads us to mistreat and miscommunicate with one another. So join once again My friend as we spiral down the rabbit hole into existential philosophy and get a good chuckle at the human experiential debacle!
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Ep. 27 ~ Chance Encounters and Character Defects
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43:01Character defects, when trying to rid oneself of them anyway, are, as I've said in the past, like whack a moles... Every time you bang one down, another pops up! But, as I have also, back then... I was pretty full of shit! L🤷♂️L Now, I'm not here to beat myself up put myself down. I've been tossed aside enough by some and pushed around by others s…
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Ep. 26 ~ Hard To Believe We've Come This Far
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1:26:47It's been a helluva week and there's so much to tell! Amazing news on the music front, some updates on family struggles, and who the hell knows if I'll have a job at the end of this week?! Tune in and sit back for another wild story that is my life on the Madcitypodcast!
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Ep. 25 ~ Late Night and Long Drags
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48:51:31Thank you for joining me once again. I truly appreciate your patience in walking slowly with me through this episodic new phase of life. You appreciated, loved and valued! Don't ever let nobody tell you different! You're all fuckin awesome, and I love you! And there ain't a goddamn thing you can do about it. 🤘😎💖💯…
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We will get into the specifics, of course, but I want to know what YOU know about love. Fill me in and I will envelop you in a chasm of sticky song and dance 🕺for your favorite philosophies of all the happy memories we have always felt we should be able to have and take this opportunity to show true character in all that we are in and to et so from…
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Ep. 23 ~ Finding The Pieces Puts The Puzzle Together ❤
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42:34The price of knowing a greater truth is in suffering the difficulty of not having the ability to convey it to others. If only I could grab everyone I see on the street and tell them! Just tell them that I love them and hug them, and try to convince them that everything is good and that we're all one, and it's all going to be alright, there's nothin…
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...all the time even!
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Ep. 20 ~ What are dreams, and do they have to hurt?
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24:25It's been almost 6 months since I've last slept with knife beneath my pillow, but apparently my brain didn't get that memo, so it's staying hyper-vigilant in order to keep me sharp in the event that my continued existence is challenged and I must see fit to defend myself, or another.
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SUNDAY SUPPLEMENTAL ~ Feeling good ain't easy, but it's gettin better!😁 (the fan noise goes away😘)
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12:42:40As each day comes to be and passes behind me, I'm overcome by gratitude and serenity for having the opportunity to live my best life. Smile, because you're beautiful!🥰 Learn more about me and my #Journey @ #MADCITYPODCAST @spotify/madcitypodcast @instagram.com/[email protected]/madcitymediaand @facebook.com/patkaecomedy @anchor.fm/madcity…
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SATURDAY SUPPLEMENTAL ~ Stand Up🎤 Rerun! 📺
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27:52:42Happy Saturday all you beautiful bastards! 👋😘 I hope you've all had a wonderful week and are currently enjoying a relaxing weekend. I've been quite busy doin a bit of livin' n reflectin' myself. It's been a long week of anticipatory glee and reminiscent feels. But I didn't want ya to think I wasn't thinkin of ya as this week comes to a close. So he…
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We ventured out of the inner sanctums and into the outdoors! Well, to the streets, anyway....😏 Me, Mike and Daisy set up down on State Street at Concrete Park for a couple of hours, not knowing what to expect, but definitely expecting something from our past to come and remind us of how old we are. Sure enough! It happened. Check it out!!…
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If there's no time like the present, and each day is a gift, then we should BE PRESENT and be the gift of each day, from you to another, and give of yourself to those around you with a SMILE😁! Ya S👀⁉️ Now, everyone has something to OPEN! Just try not to touch or get too close. Maintain a 6 ft perimeter at all times. L🤪L…
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"Those who make it through these times show a courage not their own." - Basic Text, p. 86
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SATURDAY SUPPLEMENTAL ~ Surviving Success!💣🌠🏆😳🏅🎉💥
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16:47Here I talk briefly (for me anyway😉) about the dangers of gaining latitude too quickly and how the fall from what we might call the "top of the world" could bring about more healing than we expect, or are even ready for. HAPPY SATURDAY!! 😊 Enjoy💖
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Ep. 16 ~ Tales of a MADCITY MADMAN... and other shocking shenanigans!
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1:56:41This episode is about the weird ways we tend to get lost in the moment. So much so, sometimes, that we may even risk losing our lives. Or, at the very least, our clothes.😉
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And so do HOMELESS LIVES, and the lives of those with mental health issues! When we talk about the Black Community, and that Black Lives Matter, the immediate response from so many is the retort that “All Lives Matter.” The seriousness, urgency, and desperate call for help is lost in poorly enforced semantics.…
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The world is a beautiful place, full of love, with many wondrous and exciting adventures awaiting our discovery, but some of us will never learn this fact. There is an alarming number of people who suffer from grave mental and emotional disorders that lead them deeper into despair, and closer to taking drastic measures to ease their pain. Tips on h…
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THURSDAY SUPPLEMENTAL ~ Don't Let Fear Sidetrack You From Moving Forward
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13:18Hello, all!👋😁 Just figured I'd start my day with a short message to you about keeping momentum and staying focused despite the sticky steps along the way. I love you guys. 💯✌🤍
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It's not how you begin, or where you wind up that you'll recall... it's the journey within yourself that you'll remember most.This is a brief piece with me reciting some readings about birth and death, grief and sorrow, losing hope and moving on in life. I recorded this for the Alana Rose Foundation's 2nd Annual #ButterflyBall fundraiser on Februar…
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What if there was no plan? In this episode I go deep into the question of what life is like without an agenda. Is it liberating? Terrifying? MOIST?! It's all of those things and more. Hear all about it and then tell me what you think. Just go to the MADCITYPODCAST Facebook page and leave your comments. ✌💯…
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Ep. 10 ~ Facing Our Feelings (even the uncomfortable ones)
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39:34In today's show I go into the different ways we react to uncomfortable moments and how those reactions cause lead to more heartache and unnecessary strife. Especially while navigating through a world in which social distance is paramount, must we be careful and considerate in how we treat sensitive situations, be it an unexpected errand or cause, a…
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It's been a while since I've used my platform of privilege to speak the echoes of the long suffering, but still striving Black Community. But I had the pleasure of meeting a wonderful woman tonight, and she not only offered me a deeply meaningful opportunity to show true character, but she also made my wise to a group that she's not only a part of,…
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You know how people just can't seem to grasp the simple concept of "shared reality" when they're trying to convince you that what they're doing is their natural purpose and right, even though it's counterintuitive to your agreed community standards, and you just want them to understand that the universe is bigger than their trivial issue, but now y…
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Mike and I delve DEEP into the RAW DAWG GRIT - Into the REAL WORLD TRUTH that the CORPORATE MEDIA won't show you!! EVERYTHING from the Australian Outback to Gilligan's Island!
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SUPPLEMENTAL SUNDAY ~ February 7, This is not a test.
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10:56"...we have found a loving, personal 'god' to whom we can turn." - JFT
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There are some of us who find it necessary to derive emotional support from others in order to sustain an even keel of emotional and psychological stability, and we return this support when we can, and when it is needed. But there are those who do not reciprocate, and who go out of their way to take all the energy they can from others... The Psychi…
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