Best Jennica Sadhwani | Not Today Media Podcasts (2025)

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079 Months of Paranoia and Panic from One Night of Shrooms 48:45

5d ago48:45

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Send us a text In this powerful episode, Preston opens up about the night he took shrooms for the first time — and how it sent him into a downward spiral that lasted for six terrifying months. He shares his experience with: Constant panic attacks Insomnia and waking in full sweats Manual breathing and intense health anxiety A frightening descent in…

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078 I Grew Up with a Level 5 Hoarder Mom 54:20

19d ago54:20

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Send us a text Living with a hoarder parent isn't just messy—it's traumatic. In this eye-opening episode, Calissa shares what it was really like growing up with a level 5 hoarder mother who also showed signs of narcissistic personality disorder. From the overwhelming clutter and filth to the shame of never being able to invite anyone over, she reve…

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077 Traumatic Childhood to Prison Time: Shaun McClure 57:45

1M ago57:45

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Send us a text Shaun’s journey is one of pain, survival, and ultimately, self-healing. Bullied as a child, beaten down emotionally and physically, he grew up feeling repulsive, unwanted, and angry. As a child he was jailed and over the next 25 years, he found himself trapped in a cycle of burglary, car theft, and incarceration. But prison didn’t ju…

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076 Surviving Narcissism: Corine's story 42:04

2M ago42:04

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Send us a text How does a narcissist manipulate someone to the point of losing themselves? Corine knows firsthand. After years in a toxic relationship with a narcissistic partner, she not only lost herself but also her connection with her two children. In this eye-opening episode of Multispective, she breaks down the traits of a narcissist, the sub…

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075 Grieving the loss of her Son: Rhonda Parker- Taylor 37:25

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Send us a text “I lost my son… and my entire world shattered.” In this episode, Rhonda opens up about the unbearable pain of losing her child and the long, complicated journey through grief. She shares what the grieving process really feels like—raw, unfiltered, and often misunderstood—and the tools that helped her survive when she felt completely …

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074 Excommunicated From The Mormon Church for speaking her truth 1:01:12

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Send us a text What’s it like growing up in the Mormon Church, only to be excommunicated for following your heart? In this powerful episode of Multispective, Susie opens up about her life inside the LDS Church, the strict expectations she followed and the deep personal conflict that led to her excommunication after an affair. She shares the emotion…

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073 I Survived the Holocaust: Surviving the Survivor with Karmela and Joel 48:30

2M ago48:30

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Send us a text In this interview, I sit down with Karmela, a Holocaust survivor who lived through one of history’s darkest times, in Budapest. As a child, she lost her family in the gas chambers and witnessed unimaginable horrors. She bravely shares her story of survival, escape, and resilience. Joining her is her son, Joel, as they discuss not onl…

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072 Surviving 15 Stab Wounds - Story of Resilience 58:58

3M ago58:58

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Send us a text In this episode, Vivi Devereux shares the chilling details of the night he endured a horrible stabbing, that saved someone’s life—an act of heroism that nearly cost him everything. Against all odds, he survived what doctors called a medical miracle, but the aftermath still impacts him today. Vivi opens up about the trauma, the long r…

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071 Finding Hope: My Bipolar Story 48:55

3M ago48:55

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Send us a text In this episode, Hope Andersen talks about her painful journey through bipolar disorder, diving deep into her experiences with both depressive and manic phases. She discusses the challenges of promiscuity and alcohol as she sought healing, ultimately leading to her inspiring book, How to Remodel a Life: a guide to living well with al…

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070 Navigating life with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) 49:51

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Send us a text In this episode we interview Dr. Adrian on her journey navigating dissociative identity disorder (DID). She shares with us everything there is to learn about DID: the causes, treatments, living and communicating with her parts and the ways it affects her life. ================================= Adrian A. Fletcher, Psy.D., M.A., is a l…

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069 Living with Schizoaffective Disorder, Bipolar, and Anxiety: Interviewing Leif Gregersen 54:50

4M ago54:50

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Send us a text This episode interviews Leif who discusses his life navigating the complexities of living with schizoaffective disorder, bipolar disorder, and anxiety. Leif opens up about the challenges he’s faced, the lessons he’s learned, and the resilience it takes to find balance in a world that often misunderstands mental health. Through vulner…

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068 I survived Jehovah's Witnesses, Abuse and Addiction 56:41

5M ago56:41

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Send us a text In this episode, CJ shares his story of growing up as a Jehovah’s Witness with an abusive father. He emulated his father in his later years, turning to alcohol to cope. He shares the darkest and lowest points in this period and the key moments that changed his life. From childhood trauma to breaking free and finding sobriety, CJ’s jo…

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067 The Cult that Killed my Son 58:24

5M ago58:24

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Send us a text In this episode, Isabella talks about her experiences navigating the challenges of growing up with a narcissistic mother and the ways it impacted her self-esteem. She discusses how these early dynamics influenced her journey through grief after losing her husband, and the steps that led her to seek solace in what she believed to be a…

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066 The dark truth behind the Troubled Teen Industry (TTI) 50:52

6M ago50:52

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Send us a text Fairy shares her personal and painful journey through the troubled teen industry. For many, these facilities are sold as places for "help" or "reform," but behind their walls, children are often taken from their homes, subjected to harsh treatment, and forced into programs that can leave lasting emotional and psychological scars. Fai…

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065 18 Years of Familial Trafficking, Torture and Abuse 59:23

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Send us a text Obscurity shares her heartbreaking story of surviving familial trafficking, abuse, and torture at the hands of her parents and brother. She reveals the unimaginable trauma she endured during her childhood and the lifelong pain she has carried since. Through her candid account, Obscurity sheds light on the hidden reality of familial a…

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064 Groomed at 11 by My Best Friend's Dad 1:00:07

6M ago1:00:07

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Send us a text In this episode, Kobias shares about the years spent homeless, friendless and vulnerable. At just 11 years old, Kobias made a friend. Unbeknownst to them, this friendship would turn their lives upside down. Kobias was pulled into the dark world of grooming by the father of their best friend. What began as a seemingly innocent friends…

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063 Breaking the Silence: Amee's Epilepsy Story 49:02

7M ago49:02

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Send us a text I sit down with Amee, a courageous advocate who has spent decades living in the shadows of epilepsy. For years, she battled feelings of shame and isolation, hiding her condition from friends and family. Now, Amee is on a mission to shed light on her journey and dismantle the stigmas surrounding epilepsy. She shares her personal story…

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062 Sperm Donor Conceived: 80 Siblings & Counting 44:52

7M ago44:52

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Send us a text In this episode, we delve into the remarkable story of Fran Tusso, who shares her unique experiences as a child of a sperm donor with an ever-growing family of over 80 siblings. Fran offers insights into the emotional and social complexities of donor conception, exploring the connections she’s formed and the challenges she's faced in…

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061 Surviving My Mother's Sadistic Abuse 54:03

8M ago54:03

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Send us a text In this episode, Sinyian shares her heart-wrenching experiences of abuse and neglect. She recounts the trauma of mistreatment by school teachers and the subsequent abuse from her mother after a distressing time at school. Sinyian also opens up about her time in a boarding school, where lack of resources and financial support pushed h…

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060 Heart Surgery, Scars, and Self-Confidence 42:46

8M ago42:46

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Send us a text In this episode I interview Lazou, an Asian living in the USA, who shares her journey from living with an untreated heart murmur to having a surgery as an adult, that left her with a large noticeable scar. She talks about how this, along with being a minority race, impacted her self-confidence and body image. It’s a raw and real conv…

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059 Living with Paranoid Schizophrenia 43:28

9M ago43:28

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Send us a text In this gripping episode, Steven candidly shares his experiences living with paranoid schizophrenia. Through his story, you can gain an intimate understanding of the daily realities and challenges he faces, from the intrusive nature of his delusions to the impact of his symptoms on relationships and daily functioning. Steven opens up…

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058 Raised in Poverty: From Crime-Ridden Streets to Wealth 37:35

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Send us a text In this episode, R.C. Hand shares his incredible journey from growing up in a crime-ridden Hispanic neighborhood to achieving financial success and living a fulfilling life. RC opens up about the challenges he faced with his alcoholic father and absent mother, and the critical decisions he made himself that guided him towards a diffe…

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057 Recovering from COVID workplace rejection 43:52

10M ago43:52

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Send us a text In this episode of Multispective, we sit down with Tracy McHugh, an adventurous traveler who turned a challenging year of job rejections into a flourishing entrepreneurial career. Tracy shares captivating stories from her global travels, offering invaluable tips for solo adventurers. She opens up about the trials and tribulations of …

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056 Explaining NLP and Deep Meditation 45:45

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Send us a text In this episode, I sit down with Nikki Nicholas, who courageously left her conventional life—complete with marriage, career, and friends—to explore Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP) and deep meditation. Nikki shares her transformative journey, discussing the challenges she faced and the profound insights she gained. She explains the…

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055 Escaping Abuse and Winning a Custody Battle 37:51

11M ago37:51

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Send us a text In this episode we interview Renee Rodriguez, a custody strategist, who shares her harrowing journey of escaping an emotionally abusive relationship and fighting for custody of her son. Renee discusses the strategies and challenges she, and other victims of abuse may face during a custody battle in the hands of a narcissistic abuser,…

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054 Living with Congestive Heart Failure (CHF) 1:01:24

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Send us a text In today's episode we hear from Ina Shah, an Indian-American residing in Michigan, whose battle with congestive heart failure has led her to confront mortality multiple times with resilience. Despite the challenges posed by her illness, Ina has found strength and solace in her cultural roots, actively participating in local Indian co…

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053 Intuitive Healing from Childhood Abuse and Trauma 1:05:24

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Send us a text In this episode Wen Peetes, an intuitive healing coach whose dark journey from childhood trauma was nothing short of inspiring. Wen was raised by physically and sexually abusive parents, and in the process of self healing, found a life of spiritual connection. She shares about listening to your gut and following your emotions to driv…

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052 Duality within a Refugee Camp with Inaya Oakroot - Part II 26:27

12M ago26:27

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Send us a text In part 2 of this episode, I sit down with Inaya Oakroot, the compassionate force behind a refugee camp in Sweden. Inaya candidly shares the challenges and barriers she faces, from bureaucratic hurdles to language and cultural differences, yet reveals the profound joys of extending a helping hand. Seamlessly weaving spirituality into…

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052 Finding Duality from Adversity with Inaya Oakroot - Part I 57:23

12M ago57:23

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Send us a text In this episode, we delve into the transformative journey of Inaya Oakroot, who shares her profound experiences of overcoming life's adversities to embrace a state of divine duality. Inaya recounts her challenging path, marked by a painful and expensive separation from her husband. Despite the weight of these trials, she found within…

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051 A Wildfire That Ended An Abusive Marriage 48:26

12M ago48:26

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Send us a text In this episode, Angela Legh opens up about her experience of abuse during childhood and later one in a toxic marriage. After a terrible fire, called Tubbs Wildfire, destroyed their home, Angela was forced to confront the devastation not only externally but also internally. This unexpected event became a catalyst for her to reassess …

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050 Two Lives: Escaping Jehovah’s Witnesses 56:43

12M ago56:43

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Send us a text In this episode, Stephan Menzel, shares his story of growing up in the restrictive environment of Jehovah’s Witnesses. Stephan discusses the challenges, restrictions, and eventual liberation he experienced after breaking away from the group. He sheds light on the recruitment process and expectations within Jehovah’s Witnesses, offeri…

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049 Overcoming Challenges as a Transgender Man 1:05:18

1y ago1:05:18

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Send us a text In this episode I sit down with Phil, a transgender man, to share his incredible journey of his transition. Phil opens up about his experiences navigating relationships, societal perceptions, and medical challenges he faced during his transition. He talks about the effects it took on his marriage, his career and the support he reache…

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048 From Homeless to Hollywood: A Tale of Darius Wallace 58:51

1y ago58:51

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Send us a text Actor and motivational speaker Darius Wallace shares his success story of unwavering resilience and triumph. From street life, homelessness, grief and depression, he worked his way up in theater, playing roles like Malcolm X, and starring in Hollywood TV shows Law and Order and Nashville, and movies like Nothing but the Truth. He has…

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047 Spiritual Healing: From Tragedy to Transformation with Ayahuasca 54:30

1y ago54:30

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Send us a text In this powerful episode, Daniel a.k.a Tunez From The Crypt shares his spiritual journey of using ayahuasca as a tool to find his true self after years of alcohol addiction. Finally a traumatic car accident made him look deep within, and start his journey of transformation. He sought out healing through ayahuasca which ultimately led…

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046 Surviving Against Odds: Danny's Lifelong Journey with a Heart Defect 47:05

1y ago47:05

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Send us a text In this inspiring video, Danny Covey, author of Scar Tissue, shares his incredible journey of overcoming a life-threatening heart defect that nearly took his life multiple times. From facing countless surgeries and setbacks to finding the strength to keep fighting, Danny’s story will motivate and inspire others to never give up, no m…

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045 Attachment: Road From Seclusion to Secure Relationships 1:35:23

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Send us a text In this episode, we dive deep into the realm of relationships with Rita Bliven. Rita opens up about her personal journey navigating the challenges of unhealthy attachments, born from her parents' messy divorce. Together, we unpack the signs of unhealthy attachments and Rita shares actionable strategies for fostering healthier connect…

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044 Child Protective Services Insights: Kevin Smith's Case Work 1:14:46

1y ago1:14:46

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Send us a text In this episode, we explore the critical world of child protective services through the lens of Kevin Smith, a formerly dedicated social worker with firsthand experience. Dive into insightful case studies revealing the intricacies of child welfare, abuse, and neglect. Gain valuable knowledge and perspectives on safeguarding children'…

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043 A Life-Changing Betrayal and Journey back from a Meltdown 1:06:49

1+ y ago1:06:49

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Send us a text In this episode, we chat with a betrayal recovery expert, Vanessa Cardenas, who opens up about her breakdown when one fateful day, she had a heartbreaking conversation that left her betrayed and torn. As Vanessa recounts her story, she reveals the gradual process of reclaiming her sense of self-worth and rebuilding trust in herself a…

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042 A Shaman Journey: Psychic Insights and Energy Healing 1:22:02

1+ y ago1:22:02

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Send us a text In this episode I interview Maria Swanson, a shaman, psychic, and energy healer, who unveils the layers of her extraordinary journey. From a dark period of despair to profound healing, she shares her insights on spiritual connections and the unique approach to clearing energy blockages. 🌌 **Spiritual Connections:** In the fascinating…

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041 From Muscles to Bones: An Unstoppable Genetic Disorder 1:01:03

1+ y ago1:01:03

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Send us a text In this episode, we explore the story of Joe Sooch, who shares his heartbreaking story of living with a rare condition called "Fibrodysplasia Ossificans Progressiva" (FOP), where the body’s muscles slowly and progressively turn into bones. In contrast to our previous episodes this time it's impossible to overcome this condition but s…

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040 Overcoming Trauma: From Conservatism to Brain Injury 50:14

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Send us a text In this episode, we chat with Danielle James, a brave soul breaking free from a conservative past to navigate a unique life path. From a 5-year stint on a weed farm to overcoming a traumatic brain injury without medication, Danielle's resilience shines through. Now an author, she shares her story as a beacon of inspiration. Join us f…

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039 Dealing with Autoimmune Disease and Abusive Relationships 1:20:20

1+ y ago1:20:20

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Send us a text In this powerful episode, we sit down with Robert Wylie, a man who from childhood until now has been fighting an extraordinary battle against Rheumatoid Arthritis, an autoimmune disease. Robert shares his journey of living with chronic fatigue and debilitating joint pains, and how it shaped his perspective on life. Through his darkes…

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038 From Foster Care to Prison: A Story of Redemption 59:32

1+ y ago59:32

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Send us a text In this episode, Dale Turcotte speaks about the unspeakable horrors he endured as a child that led to him being trapped in a cycle of anger, violence, and addiction later on. Dale opens up about his traumatic experiences with drug addict and neglectful parents that eventually led him to the foster care system where he faced more abus…

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037 Rebuilding from Sexual Trauma: A Journey of Healing and Therapy 1:03:14

1+ y ago1:03:14

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Send us a text In this interview, we dive deep into Patty Cabot's courageous story of overcoming childhood sexual abuse and the profound impact it had on her body image and weight. Patty shares her struggles with relationships, family, self-love and trust, and how she embarked on a decade long transformative journey towards healing. From EMDR thera…

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036 Fighting Battles: An Army General's War on Bipolar Disorder 1:16:27

1+ y ago1:16:27

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Send us a text In this interview, retired US Army General Gregg Martin courageously shares his personal battle with bipolar disorder. General Martin opens up in great detail about the profound impact that this mental health condition had on his career and personal life. He sheds light on the stigmas surrounding mental health and the lack of underst…

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Bonus episode: Listen to 'What Was That Like' 2:41

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Send us a text Listeners, if you've been enjoying our show, here's a personal favorite podcast that I listen to, which I think you might like as well: What Was That Like Listen to stories from people who have been through extremely unusual situations, such as being a cult member, a corn picker, a murderer's witness, or a squatter. What Was That Lik…

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035 Unveiling the Mysteries of the Universe and Finding Your True Purpose 59:03

1+ y ago59:03

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Send us a text In this episode we welcome special guest Sally Reid, a renowned psychic who takes us on a mind-bending adventure of her near-death experience (NDE) and shares how it led to her extraordinary ability of crossing dimensions. Join us as we delve deep into the fascinating world of quantum alignment, energies, and unlocking your true purp…

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034 Healing Childhood Trauma with Faith and Ayahuasca 1:07:48

1+ y ago1:07:48

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Send us a text In this episode, we explore the inspiring journey of Luciana, a survivor of childhood sexual abuse. She shares her story of healing through a life-changing experience at the Amazon rain forest, where she tries Ayahuasca. Through these shaman led ceremonies, Luciana experiences profound spiritual insights, emotional breakthroughs, and…

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033 From Fear to Freedom: Living with Genetic Mutation BRCA1 57:23

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Send us a text Eva Moon talks about her discovery and journey as a carrier of a rare genetic mutation called BRCA1, or Breast Cancer Gene 1. Found in about 1 in 500 women in the USA, this rare mutation gives an 87% chance of breast cancer and 55% chance of ovarian cancer along with other increased risks of other cancers. After tragically losing her…

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032 Battling with Suicidal Thoughts, Injury and Addiction to Pain Medication 1:23:47

1+ y ago1:23:47

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Send us a text Elaine Lindsay explores the complex emotions surrounding grief, loss, addiction, trauma and making intentional choices to lead a happier life. After losing her dear friend, she struggled to cope with the pain and had strong ideations of suicide. She shares about her life-changing accident and the ensuing battle with addiction to her …

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