I lose my day, I lose my night

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I lose my night, I lose my day
As I rollaway into a distant past of yesteryear
Analyzing me and every you
I lose my day, I lose my night
I miss your voice, I crave your sight
I crave your hug, I crave your life
I lose the wrong I find the right
I ride through dusty memories
I walk through stains of disgust
Hard to crack a smile on those past sights
Even harder to let is rust!
I feel the bite marks burn inside
A sharp lying thrust
Trust betrayed, truth dismissed
Even throughout the pain you were amidst
And so the day goes as it takes from life
Without nothing to cling to…without a rite
Still I hover above your map
Like a drone looking for a spot to land
Odes of love, odes of kissing
Parked in time in PR city
Me trying to sell to the world
Now for now, A person missing
DR GV TR SK
Where did you went astray?
To find a truth nonexistent
That’s my duty in anyway
Rendezvous a time and a place
A public room a crowded space
A rammed store an empty heart
A park bench to such a sweet life
I did my part I SOMA lyfe with you
in a matter of minutes
As I held the hand that
would break me to pieces
How I’d want the cursing to look back
But curses only look forward
Even to the one’s that are not born yet
How I’d want again you to sleep late
As I explore what is left of the small city
As I drive to find another gate
Another detail another fate
Another way out of this mess
Another independence day
To Another reality sitting in front of me
To a family that I don’t know, but knows me
To a girl that finally knows that I did not want her
But you
To somebody knowing that we both won
Not just you
One day more, one day less,
I never thought that I would find a way out
I never thought I'd hear my heartbeat so loud
I can't believe there's something left in my chest anymore
Oh, goddamn, you got me in love again (DL)
The bullseye was clear but you aimed the weapon at my heart
One day it will all make sense, every single bit
Your story get’s messier, so deal with it!
Written, Voiced and Edited by Besart Cani