Episode 30: Processing Exercise – From Revelation to Integration
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Today’s episode of the Initiations in Love podcast is a follow-up to our previous episode: “Psychedelics and the Divine Dance of Self Love with Mellie Logan.” In that conversation, Mellie shared how she experienced a powerful awakening in her forties through what’s often called a “medicine journey”—an intentional, therapeutic use of psychedelics to access and face aspects of ourselves typically hidden from conscious awareness. For Mellie, this journey catalyzed a profound shift, waking her out of an old way of being and initiating her into a much deeper experience of self-love.
In this follow-up episode, Britta expands on the idea of breakthroughs as initiations—reminding us that insight alone doesn’t lead to transformation. The real healing comes through integration: the tender, courageous work of living the truth we’ve seen.
Britta reads a section from her spiritual memoir, Initiations in Love, called “House of Cards”, recounting a major initiatory moment during a time of deep vulnerability while teaching COR’s Leadership Development Training. She then guides listeners through a journaling exercise to help you process what you’ve heard and reflect on your own initiations on your healing path.
🎧 If you’ve ever felt self-doubt, self-judgment, or even self-loathing—this episode offers a compassionate invitation to explore how true healing is found not just in the initial breakthrough, but in the tender, ongoing work of integration.
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Show Notes
1:09 - Britta welcomes you to the podcast and reflects on the discussion, themes, and learnings from our previously released episode
3:45 - Britta gives a disclaimer: the kinds of breakthroughs that psychedelics can offer are initiations
5:00 - Britta introduces today’s reading from the fourth stage: The Emerging - a chapter entitled “House of Cards.” In this passage, Britta recounts a major initiatory moment during a time of deep vulnerability while teaching COR’s Leadership Development Training
5:56 - Britta gives a reading of today’s chosen excerpt “The House of Cards” from her book, Initiations in Love
14:29 - Britta asks processing questions to sense how you’ve been affected by the passage she read
15:40 - Britta invites you to grab paper and a writing utensil for journaling prompts
What parts of myself have I historically kept out of reach, and what might it take to bring them into loving awareness?
Have I ever experienced a breakthrough or opening that invited me into deeper self-love or connection with the Divine?
If I imagined my own “divine dance” of healing and embodiment, what would it look and feel like?
What have been the initiations in my life - chosen or unchosen - that cracked me open to something greater?
What would it mean for me to truly live from the knowing that I am inherently good, lovable, and whole - even in my messiest or most tender places?
19:55 - Britta brings the episode to a close - encouraging us to allow our journaling to be a quiet act of devotion
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