words don't mean anything. what happened happened. where is she?

Proselyte Magazine

you were responsible for my collapse… my once in a lifetime moment stolen… a year of my existence destroyed… i could not get over my obsession with the fact that i failed you can be upset with someone and still care for them. what happened happened. i used to think the universe was a series of random meaningless events but i see now there is reason and purpose for all things. she has issues she needs to deal with. all we talk about is that we’re worried about you. apologies don’t mean shit. words don’t mean anything. you prove things with action. we don’t have to name names. this is between you and her. i’m convinced that if she were here with us today, she would agree with me. i want to prove to you that i’m not that person and i want to earn back your friendship. i don’t want to sing anymore. i’m the protagonist. where is she?