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E110: Through the Window: Watching Life Go On Without You

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Series 5: Borderline in Wonderland - Emotions like storms. Love like fire. A heart that’s too big for this tiny teacup world.

E110: Through the Window: Watching Life Go On Without You

You see them laughing. Moving forward. Posting pictures. Making plans. And somehow, you're still on the other side of the glass—uninvited, unspoken to, unseen.

In this episode of Borderline in Wonderland, we explore the heartbreak of disconnection that isn’t always loud or obvious. It's in the quiet scroll through a feed. The unanswered message. The family event you weren’t told about.

We dive deep into:

The painful stillness of watching others move on while you feel stuckThe ache of being forgotten—not in anger, but in indifferenceHow BPD can intensify feelings of abandonment, even in subtle momentsThat haunting sense of being an observer in your own story

You’re not overreacting. You’re not too much. You’re feeling the absence of what you deserve: inclusion, acknowledgment, presence.

This is for the ones sitting by the metaphorical window—who were never told why they were left out, only expected to be okay with it.

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Series 5: Borderline in Wonderland - Emotions like storms. Love like fire. A heart that’s too big for this tiny teacup world.

E110: Through the Window: Watching Life Go On Without You

You see them laughing. Moving forward. Posting pictures. Making plans. And somehow, you're still on the other side of the glass—uninvited, unspoken to, unseen.

In this episode of Borderline in Wonderland, we explore the heartbreak of disconnection that isn’t always loud or obvious. It's in the quiet scroll through a feed. The unanswered message. The family event you weren’t told about.

We dive deep into:

The painful stillness of watching others move on while you feel stuckThe ache of being forgotten—not in anger, but in indifferenceHow BPD can intensify feelings of abandonment, even in subtle momentsThat haunting sense of being an observer in your own story

You’re not overreacting. You’re not too much. You’re feeling the absence of what you deserve: inclusion, acknowledgment, presence.

This is for the ones sitting by the metaphorical window—who were never told why they were left out, only expected to be okay with it.

  continue reading

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