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E135: Chapter 4: Bending Time and Space
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Episode 135: Chapter 4: Bending Time and Space
Series 8 – Courtney’s Crooked Crown
In Wonderland, time doesn’t tick—it twists. In this chapter, we explore the warped reality of trauma time: when past pain feels present, when one word can send you spiraling years back, and when healing never follows a straight line.
Emotional flashbacks, time blindness, and the disorienting loops of a dysregulated nervous system all come to the table.
I share how time bends when you live with BPD and neurodivergence—how moments stretch too long, disappear too fast, or repeat until you're dizzy.
This episode is for anyone who's ever felt like they're stuck in a moment no one else can see.
Because healing isn’t linear—and in Wonderland, it never was.
“It’s not that I’m lost in time—it’s that time keeps losing me.”
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