Brian Boswell - From Shame to Calling: A Pastor's Journey Through Brokenness
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Brian Boswell shares his powerful journey from teenage rebellion to finding his calling as a pastor, revealing how God redeemed his story despite divorce, addiction, and overwhelming shame. His testimony demonstrates how our broken paths often become the very means through which God's grace flows most powerfully to others.
• Growing up in church but experiencing a crisis of faith after his parents' divorce at age 14
• Finding a new identity in the grunge/skateboarding scene and beginning to use drugs at a young age
• Experiencing a profound encounter with God's grace at a Christian rock concert
• Receiving a call to ministry at 17 and preaching his first sermon at the church that had previously rejected him
• Struggling through a difficult first marriage that ended in divorce and left him feeling disqualified from ministry
• Carrying the weight of shame for over a decade while still serving in the background at church
• Finding healing through sharing his story and learning that "God can draw a straight line with a crooked stick"
• Receiving a renewed call to pastoral ministry at age 39, twenty-two years after his initial calling
• Discovering that his painful journey uniquely equipped him to minister to others with similar wounds
• Learning that vulnerability and authenticity in sharing our stories is where true healing begins
The power of your testimony isn't just for your own healing—it's for others who need to know they're not alone in their struggles. When we share our stories honestly, God uses them to break shame and bring freedom.
Chapters
1. Introduction to Brian's Story (00:00:00)
2. Teenage Rebellion and Finding Faith (00:10:42)
3. First Marriage and Ministry Challenges (00:22:27)
4. Divorce and Wrestling with Shame (00:35:31)
5. Healing Journey and New Beginnings (00:46:44)
6. God's Calling Renewed and Pastoral Ministry (00:58:20)
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