Agoraphobia to Astrophotography: A Recovery Story | EP 322

The Anxious Truth - A Panic, Anxiety, and Mental Health Podcast

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For 25 years of my life, I struggled with panic disorder, agoraphobia, OCD, and depression. I was so anxious that I couldn't leave my house or be alone for more than a few minutes at a time. But last week, I finally did something I've wanted to do since I was 9 years old.

In this episode, I share a personal story - not as a blueprint for your recovery, but as encouragement that anxiety recovery is possible. When I was in elementary school, a trip to the planetarium showed me what the night sky really looks like without light pollution. For decades, I dreamed of seeing that sky for real, but anxiety, fear, and often just being "too busy" (this is dumb) kept from doing that.

Last week, I drove seven hours from Long Island to an international dark sky site in Pennsylvania. For someone who once couldn't drive 60 seconds without having a panic attack, this was significant. I went into the middle of nowhere, with no cell phone service, to finally see what I'd been dreaming about since childhood.

This episode explores what anxiety recovery actually looks like - not learning that you're "okay," but learning you never needed to ask that if you're OK in the first place.

If you're struggling right now and feel like you'll never get better, I want you to know that I felt the same way - and I was wrong. People do get better from anxiety disorders. Maybe you just need to hear a story like this one today. So here it is. I hope it helps.

Resources mentioned:

Free book "An Anxiety Story" available:

https://theanxioustruth.com/an-anxiety-story/

YouTube version with photos and video footage

https://youtu.be/ALxOy-7XRus

The Disordered Podcast (co-hosted weekly show)

https://disordered.fm

The Anxious Truth is a podcast focused on evidence-based anxiety recovery using acceptance and mindfulness-based approaches. New episodes every two weeks.

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Chapters

1. From Anxiety Prison to Freedom (00:00:00)

2. Childhood Dreams of Starry Skies (00:05:11)

3. Journey to Dark Sky Territory (00:09:47)

4. What Recovery Actually Looks Like (00:14:26)

5. Hope for Your Anxiety Journey (00:19:59)